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well.. its been ages since i updated any of this stuff.. but doing reminiscing today with all my old artowork made me wanna come back on here.. it made me realise how much i miss drawing... and writing... it used to be such an outlet for me... but now my only outlet is my bf - not saying that its a bad thing... but i just need a different outlet sometimes..

anyways... lookin on the brightside.. im now 18 WOOHOO!!!! so im driving everywhere now - i stole my dads car so everything is schweet!!! im really loving life atm... year 12 sucks tho.. i've taken a month off work so ill have no moies which is bad... but i need time off... just been so run down of late...

im looking forward to catchin up with people from hamilton on the 15th... Johns bday bash.. shall be good - good chance to get wasted.. lol... im looking forward to FINALLY finishing year 12.. and getting the chance to move on with my life... repeating a year at school kinda takes it out of you..

ill be happy when i get to get into uni - nuclear medicine - and get a real job - working at coles sucks donkey balls...

well.. i have to say IM BACK!!!!!!!!!! after about 4 months of letting messages accumulate in my inbox thing i decided to come back to dA.. an yeah.. umm.. whats been happenin since April 8 2006 (aka last time i wrote)

1.  April 11 - met Yakka.. the most awazing guy EVER
2.  April 21 - Yakka asked me out.. (of course i accepted)
3.  April 21 - My big bro moved to Hong Kong
4.  couple of days later my mum was diagnosed with lymphatic cancer..
5.  not a lot happened..
6.  mum went through chemotherapy (still has about 4 weeks to go)
7.  Still with Yakka
8.  Contemplating moving into boarding house
9.  Still at school..
10. Still failing school
11. blah blah blah
12. going mad at Yakka for being a sod.. he he he.. in joke

thats about it really..
got another dog on thursday.. its name is princess.. NO! I DIDNT NAME IT!! its 4 and it came with that name..

ttfn

i thinking i might leave DA.. I just dont have time to put up my art anymore.. n yeh.. i dont think anyone would protest too much if i did leave.. so juz watch this space and ill tell u if i gonna leave or not

well.. i went back to my former home town, Hamilton, on monday.. and had a LOT of fun.. on Monday afternoon, I met up with Kat and i got to meet some of her friends, James and Jamie... n so yeah.. we were running riot in hamilton... jamie and james follewed us everywhere! we tried ditching them so many times, but yeah, they just kept following us.. we walked past my old work, KFC, and my ex (another James) was workin.. he and his boss, Jays were out in the dumpster shed havin a smoko, and they heard me comin from about 50m away! James said i was SO loud.. lol.. they recognised my voice n saw me.. an yeah..

on tuesday i met up with jamie at around 10:30.. we'd been writin msgs to each other all mornin.. we'd been stuffin round n talkin abt pickin up.. he just wanted to pick up cuz he hadnt in 13 months.. n i dunno, i just guess i was sick of being the "little miss perfect" everyone expects me to be, so i wanted to cheat on my bf.. umm.. well we met up in town n went walkin.. the first place we kissed ws under the overpass.. (hate the bloody pidgeons under there) then we walked towards the lake, and got sick of walking that way, so we turned around, went back under the overpass.. and down along the creek til it ran out of track.. we had so much fun along the way.. stopping occasionally for just another kiss.. (was so sweet) then we went into town.. had a bit of lunch.. we walked in and out of shops trying to dodge people (like my mother and bf) who wouldnt like seeing us together.. we saw kat n her mad mates down there.. and i saw timmeh (the coolest nerd EVER!!!)  I had to say goodbye to him at 4 when he went to work.. we both nearly cried.. sayin goodbye to him was so hard.. it was amazing how it all started out as a joke then it became so serious..

then after i sed goodbye to jamie.. i had to go see the EVIL boyfriend.. well, hes not evil, i just was sick of him stuffin around so much when goin out with him.. so yeh.. i could bearly speak to him when i saw him.. only stayed with him for abt half an hour.. then i met up with cluggy.. spent abt an hour wanderin round town wit him then went bak to his place cuz he had to get bak for babysittin (and his place was near the hotel i was stayin at) umm.. after i saw him i got msgs from james.. he wanted to know if i was angryt at him etc.. and so i juz sed to him i couldnt stand another long distance relationship that was juz more of a hindrance.,. cuz i juz wanna have fun.. i mean, im nearly 16, i juz wanna have fun.. and meeting new pplz n stuff.. i couldnt stand havin a long distance relationship.. mum and i went out for tea to a family friends place.. was good fun.. i won 2 out of 5 games of pool... which isnt a bad effort by me.. lol.. umm..

yeah.. im back in epping now.. geez the fires round are bad.. got some ripper pics of the fires in the grampians.. ill have to put them on here once ive uploaded them to my computer.. but i gotta go now.. tea time..

lu sj

well uhh.. i know i havent written in a while.. its been a painstaking THREE WEEKS WITHOUT INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i nearly went insane(er) than i already am.. at least i still had my mobile *sighs with releif*.. well.. my life is pretty boring.. im back with my ex as of about an hour and a half ago.. hopefully we can work this out.. (no comments from you kat!!!) oh and kat - its not beau.. its beau's friend if u can work out who that one is.. 11 days til my bday!! YAY!!! i might be goin back to the hole (but its a hole i miss so dearly) i used to live in on monday.. YAY!! gonna come stalk you kat.. n yeh.. ill get the chance to meet up wit sum ppl i didnt get the chance to say goodbye to.. mwah! luv yez all n so glad to have the internet back.. luv you..